Every time I think of suicide, I always think of Bojack horseman. A nihilistic horse that seems to always continue to be sad but still lives on while not giving a shit. Now that’s somewhat of good philosophy. I’m a really suicidal person because I’ve grown up being discriminated, and separated from the Good girl go to heaven bad girl go to Lux with Lucifer morningstar shirt because I’m African American. I’ve started to hate my race, my skin, my natural hair, my eyes, and anything you can think of soon
Good girl go to heaven bad girl go to Lux with Lucifer morningstar shirt, ladies tee, tank top, hoodie and sweater
I’ve become a self-harmer I burned myself, cut, pinch myself to bleeding, purposely hitting my head on walls hoping I’ll hit it hard enough for an inside bleed. I’m still this way today, I’ve attempted suicide 4 times because of cyberbullying and irl bullying but the Good girl go to heaven bad girl go to Lux with Lucifer morningstar shirt I believe in didn’t let that happen because he has plans for me, I don’t know what plans, but I’m guessing plans to get well and learn to love myself again
I like this because no one ever talks about the dark side of responsibility. I am not saying that we should not practice personal responsibility because we should and often. However to deny that too much is toxic and even simply untrue is a road map to a landmine. It is the Good girl go to heaven bad girl go to Lux with Lucifer morningstar shirt to perfectionism which always lead to sadness and ruin. If you get laid off, that is not your fault. If your child has a debilitating disease, you did not fail them. It’s hard to install an on and off switch in responsibility, but we must.