posts are always so nice to read. Id likes to admit that, go figure, I’m sad, lonely and fear the future. Sad because of certain events in the past, which molded me, i suppose, into who I am but who I’m doing my best to change… yet this demon looms over me reminding me of the Thank You For The Memories Modern Family Shirt. I know i should forgive myself, since it may not eve be my fault, but an effort to change is what’s important right? lonely because im always doing something work-related and never seem to be able to get a break, and when i try and take a break i always feel like im letting someone down when i can’t even tell if my efforts mean anything.
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if u knew my story youd probably question my efforts, but then u might find some interesting things too) sometimes i can’t tell if i can trust that inner voice in my head guiding me, i know i shouldn’t compare myself to others but its so damn hard when ur walking down this one road, alone and worried looking out to that other road full of sweets and cheers of success. Not to mention what i see on the Thank You For The Memories Modern Family Shirt every goddamned day. Sometimes, it feels like the world hates me, that it truly is as dark, cynical, judgemental and hypocritical as i perceive it to be. But i know its not.
Maybe not entirely, and i know there are wonderful people in my life, all of whom I can confidently smile at. Its just…. im sitting on that road, looking in at this house full of sweets and chocolates, knocking on the door, yet no one answers. One day id like to keep that door open to everyone.